Patetic hour

I was bored today; no one needed my help. So I sat on the point of our ariel, feet across, eyes shut and let my self go to thought. I was (still am) sad. Feeling useless is not nice. I felt lonely and set aside. I am so available that people actually use me. To make matters worse, Janna still hasnt found the antidote, and I am sinking under the pressure of the nasty virus. Amazing, I can already see the newspaper headlines:

"Super hero collapses to the only enemy she couldnt defeat: her heart"

help...